Obsession Switch?

This is a sequal to; Craving Cilan's Cooking.

I'd like to take this moment to really really rant about my . . . 'dilema'.
Aside from the fact that I'm blogging here in place of doing my Computer's Class assignment, I just can't be . . . evil and gothik right now.
I'm just too happy and childish.
I'm watching Pokemon everyday with a huge grin on my face!
I don't cre what people think of me really, but this is too much.
I'm dark.
I like gore and deep storylines.
I was just on a roll writing my "Dark Lunacy" story and now I can't even think about it!
Why am I dwelling in such childish things as Pokemon?!
Save meee!
I can't help it.
I can't turn back.
I'm having way to much fun.
I'm happy.
So that's all that matters, right?
At this point, all these things are . . . clashing.
Like a nig gooey mess of different, non-contrasting colours of paint glabbed on a canvas with a dirty little pair of hands.
Yes.
Metaphors.
Nice.
Well, expect tons of PokeFanArt and me joing a bunch of groups and readjusting to this huge change in my life.
THIS IS HUGE.
My mind is a mess.
ohmygosh.